19 Jan my mother
so my mom is always a subject of annoyance usually for me.
she was never around drug addict only cared about her friends her high her life.
fine i am 45 now so it’s way past being upset about that shit for sure. she got off the heroin about ten or so years ago and part of the conditions of her parole was that she live with my grandma who sadly passed away this september.
my mom is having a hard time adjusting to life as an adult. imagine being almost 70 and not really comprehending how the world actually works. i got my money from uncle sam the six hundred bucks. she had been talking to me about her cable bill and wireless internet so she puts me on the spectrum account in NY state and i call and change her plan to just wireless. she got mad at me for that i said you ASKED me to do this. you told me you cannot afford 200 a month for a cable bill so i lowered it for you. the thing that does suck about spectrum is that they have an assistance program for poors like her but she wasn’t allowed to apply because when gram died she went and put the bill in her name THEN asked about the program….sadly they told her she wasn’t able to apply since she did that. whatever she owed a bunch of back money so i paid 200 bucks for her.
this after i got my old iphone six a new battery and a sim card and put her on my damn phone plan.
all she does is complain to me how hard the world is like what the fuck did you expect it to be that someone would always be around to take care of you…holy fucking shit this woman.
so yesterday she sends this series of email about how she just wanted to live a peaceful life and how her landlord sucks for redoing the apartments while she lives there. i said he was going to kick you out so maybe shut the fuck up and be grateful you’re not going to have to live in your car……oh and the car. she has to pay 150 a month to a company for a DUI breath starting device because she has had multiple DUIs and drug related driving charges. she tells me that it’s ‘not my fault’ that she was driving drunk. lol ok.
i was a kid 10-11 years old she would get fucking plastered and put me on her lap in the drivers seat and i would steer and tell her to stop and to help her keep the speed steady i was basically driving for her. i think that’s why i think i am a good driver. dunno.
either way this post is to let off some steam. she seems to want me to feel sorry for her and say oh i know that stupid company with their rules they should totally just give you what you want for free.
i want to put her in her place so badly with what i her daughter had to endure as a child and growing up and making my way on my own without being a heroin addict like her.
she’s just….fucked in the head her mind is that of a child sometimes.
she definitely has this ‘my life was shit so i am owed something’ attitude and i want to scream honey that’s now how the world works and yell at her that she shit on me but i made some kind of thing out of myself!
in other news the mom i work for is popping out baby number three next week. that’s going to be SO FUN lol
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